Alia is always here

 So, today I received my grade from Radiation. I got 75 wuhuuuuuuuuuu.. It's the highest mid-term score I ever received here :D So, I am super happy.  You know what makes me happier? I was jealous of Kaitlyn because she got the highest score in class. You know why I can be happy over jealousy? it indicates that my mind indicates that I could be one. That ambitious thought, I like it. I enjoy being jealous because it can motivate me to do better. Don't get me wrong, I am so happy that Kaitlyn can do that. I am so proud of her, we were studying and discussing together so yeah, I am happy she got it :D Due to my insecurity, I am never jealous of my friends for getting good scores. So, I would like to say that I am happy to be jealous sometimes. It means my body and my mind believe that I can do BETTER. Ya Allah, please give me the strength to study for the final exam. Thank you so much for every ease that you gave, are giving, and will give to me.  Another piece of good news...

I am not saying that I was doing bad. I can answer the questions, it just feels not right for me. Why proff did bot change the questions, why he stick to the old questions where he shared all the material to students. Paul offered me his assignments from undergrands and I said yes to see. I printed them and completed all the answers. I did not expect that Larry was actually giving us the same questions, three of 10. I was so surpised and worried. I hope this is not part of dishonesty or cheating. I told Garret and Paul to not talk and tell everyone about this. I feel bad, really. I feel bad. Paul and Garret said that I am fine, its okay because I used that for practice not cheat. They said it’s fine. I hope so.  From Blogger iPhone client